my heart is in his and hers.

i have discovered that there is this emotional and passionate awareness of an undeniable truth!
i find in myself, in my own heart, that it shall never be completely full because God put a little piece of my heart in every heart on this planet. every heart now beating and every heart still formless in the womb of a sister of mine!

there is such an overpowering beauty in this epiphany.
a part of my heart exists in every heart, as does a piece of all of ours, i believe.

it is quite likely that we are one giant, collective heart. that we exist partially to ease the pain in our hearts. we are unable to do so, i believe, without first attempting to aid the pieces of our heart in all others.

that is why, as my shirt reads today, "i will go".

my shirt says it in a sweet orange font on a jungle green background. the words are just below a simple image of two large mountains, as one would see them barely on the horizon! it is an invitation to know what lies beyond those mountains, beyond our barriers, beyond our western world!

all this is who i am. this calling to go beyond and to help the third world overcome the restrictions set upon it by the western world and the first world. this love for ALL my brothers and sisters and this special, unique desire to reach and serve my brothers and sisters in Africa. this aching for that land where the streets have no name.
this is me. who i am.

no question about it.
this is what drives me, while my brothers and sisters, my lover, my God, they all inspire me and give me a crazed sort of boldness.

this is why i do what i do.

love and peace or else, brothers and sisters!